changing

hmm..i just read tru my last post,i was like..wow..was that me who wrote that??
its been a long time..maybe about a year i didnt post anything,it is because this semester i'm not lucky enough to get that damn uitm free internet wireless..'sigh'
well,lots of thing changing in my life...since i'm already 20 now yeah i repeat 20! this year...i have to settle a few things in my life..sometime, i cant accept the fact that i will grown up and will marry n have kids n be with my own family i mean a REAL FAMILY like, be REAL MOM,HV MY OWN HUSBAND AND KIDS..(i just cant imagine!!)but thats the way life wud goes..so,i thougth i'd better be serious about my life,wat i'm gonna do about it..and wat i want in it...well,no more flirting around or dreams for something that is too much impossible( like i used to be )..
well..anyway...i guess thats all for the beginning...i just want to say that...i have changed a lot!!