crying nite

hmm i cant really focus on to my revision..so i decide to write something here
well...this Ramadhan had really taught me a lot of things...how i had realized i had 'lost' myself for a while...
last night was a very tough nite,i cried a lot...because i felt the burden on my shoulder are snowballing..well...my roomate is not here,she had went back home few days ago and will be coming on this wednesday morning..so,there are no one to accompany me..and u knoe wat,because of that i had cried in front of my roomate pet----> the turtles...i noe this sounds a bit corny but when i did that(cried in front of them)....they seems to understand my feeling...usually they will hide their heads into their shell when i try to look or glance to them..but last nite..one of them look at me staright into the eye (no kiding!)..i felt like it want to say somthing,like "you're not alone,i'm here with u..."....and i felt really comfortable after that...
i tried to call my mom..but when i heard her voice..i hang up and cried again...so last nite is my crying-nite..well at least evrything had gone..i had prayed hard to Allah so that evrything going back to NORMAL and make things easier..and alhamdulillah...i think he had listened to my prayer...=)

hmmm..last also one of my friend send this text sms and i really appreciate it

"Kadangkala hati merintih derita,jiwa menangis sedih,akal mengeluh letih,namun hakikat hidup takkan berubah,yang perlu diubah adalah dari yang meghadapinya,hati memulakan jalan,akal memulakan langkah dan iman meluruskan arah,Moga kasih Allah bersama kita semua"